April 12, 2013

Trigger Free Living

Imagine what it is like for a mother to have her 3 year old child fall from a tall stool at McDonald's. He has one of those cries, or rather lack of crying, that causes her to say, "Breath." In fact this time it takes quite a while before he does breath and start into the next stage of crying. What would she feel? Panic!

Today, my son fell. He is the youngest of six. Yes, I panicked the most when it was my oldest that would get hurt. I may have acted more calm with the rest as the years have gone but that didn't change that feeling of panic inside. Just a year ago, I remember feeling panicked when my kids would fall, or even be really ill. This state of panic creates a disconnect between my intuition and my conscious thoughts.

I have done a lot of healing work over the years. The last few months have been some of the best. The healing I've done has been deep and permanent. A few months ago I did some clearing on the panic and inability to listen to intuition as I needed to work with my children.

Today, as my son cried in my arms I didn't feel panic. I felt concern for him and compassion for his fear but not panic. This was so new to me and such a blessing. It allowed me to realize that the reason he was acting a little out of it after the fall was because he was out of it. In other words his spirit had left his body for a bit. Not to the point of death but it did leave temporarily. It's a coping mechanism. The reason we need soul retrievals is this coping mechanism of removing ourselves temporarily from the body, however, sometimes that part doesn't return to the body.

I told my son to come back to his body and that I understood it was scary but he'd be ok. As I sat wondering how to help him further the thought came to buy him a candy bar. We were in a McDonald's that is attached to a gas station. How convenient? I guess that's why it's called a "convenient" store. :) One of the great things about chocolate is it's grounding properties. It helped that the guy chatted with my son and got him to smile before we left. We sat in the car while he ate his candy bar. I wanted to give him time to make sure it wasn't more serious, like a concussion, and to give time for the chocolate to take affect.

Now, as I write, he is outside playing as usual. He's fine. I get that his soul is intact with nothing left behind. What a relief. Through it all I was able to stay calm and connected. What a blessing to have the panic trigger gone!

Chocolate for GroundingMy wish to you is a trigger free life. Are all of mine gone? Heaven's no. :) I'm working on it and each trigger that is gone brings more peace, love and joy to my life!

From my heart to yours,

Michele

9 comments:

  1. Michelle,
    I had no clue of the spirit leaving. Makes complete sense! That could be why my son was freaking out after his surgery when he awoke. I was sending him calming energy as I attempted to hold him my arms but he was too squirmy and kicked really hard for it to be a good hold. Thank you for sharing this! I will now know how to help my children a little bit more

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    1. I'm glad I could help. My sister-in-law, she has Downs Syndrome, was freaked when her dad was in hospital after heart surgery. My husband can see spirits and said that his spirit was floating above his body. I believe it often waits until the pain is at a bearable level.

      Most importantly listen to your intuition. Calming energy can be sent without having to hold him. Often I just use prayer and ask Father to send what the children need.

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    2. Just realized I forgot to say that we believe she could see that he wasn't in his body.

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  2. I just learned a lot. I did not realize that the soul could disconnect even if for a moment. That of course explains the uneasy feeling. I also didn't know that chocolate had a grounding effect. I mean I know that because I feel better eating it but I am a girl and its always been chalked up to that ;) Thank you for this great post.

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    1. Thank you! I'm glad to offer some new insight! It was great when I learned I had a great excuse to eat chocolate! Not that I ever needed it!

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  3. Great title Michele
    That is amazing and it does make sense although not something I have experienced as far as I know

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    1. Thank you!

      If you are talking about the spirit leaving the body, every one has to some degree. With the things you've been through, I'm sure you have. We don't usually know. Most of the time the spirit comes right back. :)

      There are a few different healing techniques for the times we haven't fully returned. I believe as we continue our healing journey we'll be lead to methods and experience that help us come back and fully present.

      From my heart to yours,
      Michele '

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  4. What a wonderful mom you are Michele. All of our six children must be such fabulous souls to have you as their guide.

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    1. Thank you. I used to wonder what the heck I was thinking to have so many. Lucky my self-esteem has improved! They are wonderful children. They have so much to give to this world! I learn much from them and from being their guide!

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