November 24, 2014


I have been searching for an ideal companion. Not the perfect looks kind of thing but the someone that will compliment who I am. In doing this search I have made many great friends. Last night I chatted with just such a friend.

We have some interesting talks and there is a part of me very attracted to me. I have struggled to know what is holding me back. Yesterday I became aware of what it is and it has stirred this post.

Each one of us has a way of being we seek. It's at the core of us. Most of our issues will be around this same idea.

According to Dr. Carolyn Mein there are 25 body types. She has suggested that each of the 25 types all have a different motivator. They also have a different issues that comes up regularly. These will be tied in with their heart and soul. When healed they will experience life to the absolute fullest.

Mine is love. It has always been love. I take any kind of personality test or an aura test and I find that I am here to experience love. To learn love, to teach love, to allow love, to love others fully. It's always about love for me.

My friend? Well I noticed yesterday that his seems to be about freedom. He loves and craves adventure. I have heard him talk about treasure hunting and I know that this is one of the ways that he feels alive and connected fully to his spirit. He has a quote, "Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me freedom," as you can see in his quote he is desiring freedom above anything else, including the love that makes me tick. Now don't get me wrong. He definitely desires loves. He's a great guy and has so much to give.

The question I ask of you is what is your motivator? Your biggest areas of getting stuck will be around this. For my friend he's currently experiencing financial strain that isn't allowing him to have the freedom he wants.

He wants freedom in relationships. This does not mean that he wants to be able to hop from person to person or cheat on his love. It's that he wants to feel like he can freely express himself. That the isn't tied down by her. That he can be totally who he is without changing. The freedom to be him.

For me my blockages cover literally every aspect of life. I have flow of spirit through homeschooling. Maybe because it is a en expression of my great love for my children? I know that all of my money issues, home issues, relationship issues, health issues, etc are all tied up in the way I love, or don't love myself.

What are you motivators? You can be motivated by love, freedom, fun, service, abundance, etc. There is no right or wrong answer. They all lie within you. Notice the thoughts and feelings you have most often. I can't do this because.... No one cares about me because... Everyone abandons me because...

Look at all the thoughts that creep into your head. Not only do they indicate your beliefs about yourself but the ones that show up the most and strongest can also be an indicators of what you desire the most, who you are inside, what your core motivators are. When you know this you will be closer to living fully in your body. Your spirit will love you for it and you will experience the greatest joy, love, freedom, peace abundance, etc. You will be in true bliss. Good luck on your journey.

All of my love to you,

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November 17, 2014

A Bit of Being Me Time

Depression. It's an ugly word. It's an ugly feeling. Where does it come from? How do we get out of it?

My experience is that depression comes from the lack of hope as well as an experience of being out of balance with who we are inside.

Imagine, if you will, that you could live your life from a state of eternal bliss. A place where your spirit controlled your life. Does that seem like it would be a depressive state? No, of course not. That is a state of peace, love, joy and freedom.

When our spirits are in control we must feel joy. Our spirits are joy and love. A friend referred to our spirits as balls of love. It's true. We are in essence love, peace and joy. We strive for these traits because it is what we are. We want to return home to who we really are.

I have had the opportunity to get closer to who I am. I am experiencing a writing method that has allowed me to really tap into who I am inside and allow her to be the author she has always been. The chance to give her a voice.

My totally unexpected and most favorite result of doing just a few minutes of this kind of writing is a lifting of a depression that has been around for a couple of months. I didn't know how to release this depression. I didn't know how to be happy.

I have been enjoying the freedom from that heavy feeling. I have laughed, teased, danced and sung with my children in a way I haven't done in a long time.

I have felt impressed that this is because for a while I was living on purpose and allowing my spirit to be in control. When I live on purpose I feel joy.

Are you living on purpose? Do you know what your purpose is? If not then I bless you with the desire, ability and success to know, feel and be who you were meant to be.

You are love and your light is beautiful.

With all of my heart,

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Michele Lewis, Identity Specialist, helping you discover who you are, why you are here, and how to finally live and create the life of your dreams!