February 12, 2018

Big Breakthroughs, Big Life

Big fears. Big beliefs. These are the things that lie at the core of our being. The deepest limiting energy we carry around with us. Sometimes we carry these from before we were even born. Some come through our ancestry, some through our pre-mortal experiences, and some we gain at very young ages. No matter when they came, it's time to let them go. It really is possible.

If you are familiar with belief work, you might have noticed, as I did that many of our beliefs seem to be interconnected. For me, there was a lot of concern about being excluded, rejected, or abandoned. There was a fear to be seen because someone might find out there was something wrong with me. There was a great desire to be seen and to belong, and yet fear of both. I even needed to know I was lovable.

When you see a repeat pattern it can give you a clue to the deep underlying issue. The belief that is below a lot of them. If you can go deep enough to get that bottom core belief, you'll have changes like you couldn't believe possible. You'll notice how they created every other belief you had about yourself.

For me, abandonment was one that I had to address with God himself. I can't remember the exact word that changed it for me but I do remember the change was more powerful than anything I had felt up until that moment. Knowing God is with me, allowed me to be okay with anyone else flowing in and out of my life. The sense of abandonment went away. I still feared I'd abandon others but I had only an intellectual remembrance of feeling abandonment. Yet, this was not my deepest belief.

Another belief was about a fear that I would become a “Son of Perdition.” This is the evilest of the evilest. They are as evil as the devil himself. I discovered that I believed I needed this belief to keep me on the path to God. I was convinced that if I feared evil, I wouldn't become evil. I discovered that without this fear, love keeps me on the path better than anything ever did before. Not only that, but I have a lot less fear of evil in general. This was incredibly life-changing and yet, this was not my deepest belief.

Recently, I discovered another one of these life-altering beliefs. Maybe even my deepest. Remember how I said that I wanted to be seen but feared it? I was convinced people would see what was wrong with me? I had a belief I was broken, although I didn't know it at the time. This created the idea that if people saw me, they'd think I was a fraud. I believed they'd look through all of the stuff I said and think, “How on earth can you teach me anything? Look at how broken you are.”

More than just this thinking, I also learned that because I was broken, I didn't belong. I didn't fit in. I wasn't needed in this world. In fact, that God made a mistake. I was constantly looking for how I fit in. I was obsessed with all of the personality programs and systems because I needed to know that I had a place that I belonged in. That I had an explanation as to why I would be so different than many of the people I associated with.

Who knew that believing I was broken could affect so much of my life. I can even see how it created the beliefs above. "I'm broken so God abandoned me." "I'm broken so I need a fear to keep me on the straight path."

I wish I could share how it feels. I wish you could tap into how I felt before and how I feel now. I wish you could experience the difference. If you could feel that, you'd know that it is possible. It is possible to experience a powerful change. To let go of fear and heaviness and feel light and joy. Now that I know I belong, I know that I am needed. I can stake my claim in this world versus apologizing for existing.

I'd love to help you get one of these powerful breakthroughs. I want to help you get some deep, powerful healing, eventually the very deepest, so that you can step fully into who you are on a soul level. I want to hear your message, see you live your purpose, and experience your light.

February 05, 2018

Step Beyond the Mark

Lately, the subject of manifesting has been up in my face. Not in a bad way but in an amazing way.

I figured out exactly what I needed to do in order to actually manifest. From all the little and incredible successes I've had, I'm able to see that the bigger things I'm manifesting are actually in gestation. They're coming!

We've been hearing for years to act as if it is already happening. See yourself driving the car. See yourself receiving that check in the mail. See yourself being who you want to be.

This is all amazing but this can actually get you stuck.

One thing that has always bugged me was hearing that the subconscious mind doesn't know the difference between reality and what we dream. Great, then why would my dreaming actually create something in reality? With my active imagination, there should be an entire magical kingdom all around me.

Let's look at it like this. For as long as I can remember, I have been wondering what my purpose is. Seeking for that exact way to fulfill my callings. Searching for my message. I'd get glimpses but I never actually got anywhere with it. It became quite frustrating to almost know my purpose to only have it slip away again.

Recently, I took to heart the concept of declaring. I started saying, “I know my purpose. I am living my purpose. I am doing my life's work.” Things started happening. Sometimes I'd hit a huge wall, I could feel it because it was so tangible. I'd use my tools and have huge ahas and make powerful changes in my core beliefs. The beliefs that I had been trying to change for years were actually changing. Along with these huge walls were deep clarity. Inner knowing. Incredible ahas and connections.

What was the difference? Before, I was stuck in the seeking, working towards, wanting to know.

This is what happens when we are imagining what we are wanting. We're seeing ourselves speak on that stage. We stay on that stage because we were told to see ourselves speaking on that stage.

The secret is in the walking off. Imagine yourself giving that speak, hear the applause, and walk away. Better yet, see yourself watching the replay of your TedTalk. See yourself reading the reviews or maybe you're answering questions afterward.

There's power in going to the step beyond what we want.

Let me know in the comments, what do you want and what's the step beyond what you want?

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Michele Lewis, Identity Specialist, helping you discover who you are, why you are here, and how to finally live and create the life of your dreams!